Uh, hi guys and girls, who are actually reading my god-forsaken journals. Anyone noticed my complete absent? No? Well, that sucks...

Anyway, I just wanted to write this to say "Hey, I didn't die completely!" and also say my temporary 'goodbye'.
Why? Because life sucks. Oh no, don't get me wrong, I'm not emotional nor depressive, I love life! I mean, Jesus, not too long ago I realized that I really loved it! But school, oh, that's a completely different case. It's really tugging and nagging, you know. And it's my final year of ***-******* boring school/college/whatever, then I'm done with it. Never ever even thinking of going to university - I wouldn't survive - and you know what, I've decided to become a mechanic (is that what it's called?). Reparing cars, hell yeah!

I'm an odd girl. Really boyish, not just in looks. I told my 'car reparing education' thing to one of my friend's boyfriend. Seriously, he stared shortly, dumbfonded, at me before blurting out for the whole bus to hear "You really are a boy!!"
I didn't deny. Sad, really.

So, final year equals lots of homework. shucks

Not gonna do anything for quite a while in here. Still gonna write Blood Brothers, I think.
Aerinsol - still owe you that drawing. Gotta pull myself together and finish it. Sorry 'bout the delay.
Autobot-club - I miss writing with you guys. >: fucking time difference.

Goodbye